I'm $aD...

Baby i miss you so muchh...
why do you have to be like that??
i mean how can u just throw two years away like
this..i mean...wtf...how can you hurt me like
this..how can you just pretend nothing ever happened...
i wish i could do the same thing..but i cant.
i cant forget about u..i want to call you
soo bad..but i know i cant...
i want to hug u soo bad...but your soo far away..
i want to kiss u soo bad...but now its too late..
its time to move on but its soo hardd...why cant
i do it..whyy...i feel soo sad...and sometimes
even depressed...but i dont want to be like this..
i want to move on...and start all over again...

~I aM sO tIr3d~

Hello, I am so tired it's not even funny. I worked Thursday, Saturday,today Sunday, and tomorrow Monday. I mean I don't mind but it's like the most I have worked continuosly in quite some time. MmM...well i got a cell phone incognito...meaning without my aunt knowing.I don't like hiding stuff from her,but I really need a cell phone.I get scared walking at night home from work all by myself.I mean now that I have a phone I can call people and talk to them until I get home. Or what if I get lost somewhere, what am i suppose to do? It helps when i am looking for a job because that way I can answer when they call back, unlike my house, there is noone home all day long, so if anyone calls to set up an interview, well I don't get the call. I got the criket phone on Thursday. I got the cheapest phone. It's not even a beauty thing. I'm going to try to biddazle my phone so it'll look pretty, but i'm being good about it. My feet hurt so much because i have to walk to work and back and I have to be standing up at work. Like Saturday, I had a meeting at 8 in the morning so i left my house at 7 and then i was at the meeting from 8 until 11. After that i decided not to go home since i had work at 1 and i would spend more time walking than actually at my house. Then i worked, got off at 6 and had to walk home. So I didnt get home till 7...partly because I was talking to people at work. I got home and i was tired, and hungry. Today I had to work, from 2 till 10, but i got off early, though I didnt want to come home so I stayed and watched a movie.I saw "The Martial Child" it was totally cute. I am really tired, and i still have to do homework, which i'll start tomorrow when I get home. Hope your weekend has gone awesome. Sorry I missed the UT thingy again...but i was stuck at work. I can't think of anything else so that is all for now...ta ta...

~GrR...sO hArD~

Hi Mr. McCormick...
I am really sad because i bombed my midterm..hihi...
oh well..anywho...I got sick yesterday my stomach hurtedd soo much
and i was vomiting soo much and all afternoon off...it was so bad that i went to bed really early. MmM...i worked monday, I was really tired, for a Monday it was really bussy. And i got this amazing interview with a guy from the NAVY and i hoped to use it for my midterm but someone *cough professor cough* wouldn't let me use it. I mean if I had been able to use it I would have had a better chance of passing my midterm, he gave me so much info that i could have used only his info to write my story, but oh well, now i will have an F and for that my grade will drop...tearss...
That doesn't matter anymore I am mad at Antonio for dropping the class and not telling me..and he isn't answering my e-mails or my myspace comments..grr antonio....
I finally got my typing certificate...so I officially type 44wpm net..or 51wpm with 4 errors..haha...
MmM...I have been aplying to different jobs because the movies isn't giving me many hours...and its a shame because I like it there a lot...except for having to get out till midnight...ughh...ugly.
Anywho, no class monday wuhuuu!!!But i have tons of homework to do. The paper for journalism..Veteran's Day...ppl don't celebrate it because they don't have or haven't had anyone from their families go to war...duuuhhh...and well yes I know...I have to research. Oh well.. and I also have to do two papers for my Child Development class.
WeLl I have to work tomorrow and I don't have much more to write so that is all for now...ta ta!!!

I'm TiReD :@

its been a long and tireing weekend. I have done soo much this weekend. I have done so much during the past week. where should i start?... umm well had school wednesday, oh yeah, it was halloween and i had to work halloween but i got off early. I came home and watched t.v. and slept. Thursday i went to the Chula Vista adult school and got the class so i can get my typing certificate and hopefully I will find a better job. Then i came home and just chilled..i think..i dont remember..oh yeah..i did lots of homework..haha. Friday i was home doing more homework and then I worked and didn't get home until 1 a.m. then i went online and fell asleep two hours later. Saturday I cleaned a lot, and stayed home, then i baby sat and didn't go to bed till like 2 in the morning. Today i woke up and we are currently having a party, so we had to do lots of stuff. My cousin Karina, its her birthday, her friend Erika and I baked different stuff like, brownies,cupcakes, banana pudding,cheesecake, and i dont know how many more things. we fixed everything up and then i had to help my aunt cook the rest of the stuff for the food. So i am really full and really tired. And i have school and work tomorrow and i have to help clean the house, so this is going to be a long night...and i haven't talk to the stupid idiot for like...mm..over one month and a half..grrr..well that is all for now..ta ta..