YeY mE....oR nOt?...

Hello...ok i'm back....woww...my life is crazy or what...i got fired from my job las friday....its good cause i couldnt stand it anymore....and bad cause i have to find a better job somewhere....the good thing about that is that since holiday seasons are starting they should be hireing everywhere...yey mee...the same friday i got fired i had an interview at Bath & Body Works in the ChulaVista mall....and then Yesterday i went to the Otay mall and applied at Barnes & Nobles....i stayed there reading the Harry Potter book....When one of the managers comes up to me and asks me if i stayed a little longer they would give me my first interview...and i did and it went awsome...he told me he would call me in the following week...so i went back to my reading...less than 15 minutes after he comes back and tells me that if i wait a little longer i would get my second interview...so i went yey mee!!! i prayed to God and i got my second interview....and the manager liked me and she told me that she would call me during the next week.....I am soo excited...being surrounded by lots of books..i love it....
I had school today and i have tooooonnns of homework too dooo...i have hw for journalism....mmmm...which means i have to find another program...*cough cough* because i cant use gossip girl....anywho...and i havee to do lotss for child development....and then for eng 115....its all at the same time...it seems that everyone is getting ready for midterms...but i'm nott!!! oh well...tomorrow i'll go and look a job....wait...i have an interview today at the Charlotte Russe in Mission Valley..But its really really far...and it'll take me forever to get there...i dont have a car so my transportation is buses and the trolley....not fun...grrr...ok...enough for today..i'm suppose to be baby-sitting..jojo...baee have an awsomee day!!!kisses...xoxo

Que Pasa?

yey me i am back....i was suppose to go look for a job today but what happened was i was tooo tired and i didnt wake up early....but i'll go on thursday....i have to make a huge decision....stay at my aunts house or go live with my friend...i live with my aunt and i dont pay anything....but its hard because i am not free to do what i want...if i move with my friend i will have to pay rent....but i will be with my friend n i will be able to do anything i want...which is not much cause im usually a good little girl...except for what i did last week....jiji...sry...i dont know what to do...but i would have to move by like the first of october....and she lives far...which means i would have to travellll forever to go to school...which i guess its ok....but i have to find a job....and i dont know...i am so confused...i want to call my friend but he is mad at me at the moment so i dont know what to dooo????i am going crazy.....crazy i sayyy....i sound like such a teenager...i dont know....well i'll decide eventually....purrum

Everything is sooooooo Difficult

Lots of things happened last week. You probably dont want to know this...but for the first time in my life...now that i am 20...i sneaked out of my house for a boy...ridiculous isnt it...well anyways....its a very close friend that i hadnt seen in like two months and i really wanted to be with him. So i was with him...i missed school monday...hehe...cause he had to go to court and i had to go with him just in case they took him to jail i would let his family know. He isnt from here. He lives in the imperial valley. anywho everything was fine monday and then he went home monday afternoon. We got in a big argument tuesday. Thank God my family didnt find out what i had done. i had to go to work.Mmm...i work at Vons on telegraph and i HATE ITTTT!!!! i want to quit but i cant do that until i find another job. I hate my life....but everything happens for a reason and i am just waiting for God to show me what is my purpose in life...in this world....I wish i could go back to high school with my friends and all my teachers protecting me. now i feel like i am alone and i feel lost....i dont know...i must sound pathetic and probably this is the same thing many others say. i dont know...i am tired of fighting for everything. fighting for my friends to stay together, fighting for my own life. i dont know....someday when i am older i will understand everything that has happened to me and why. i dont want to bore you our of your mind so i will let you go....buh bye!!