IDK what to think or do anymore....

i dont want to love you, i dont want to think about u. I dont even want to know
who you are...why can't i forget u? why is it taking soo long to get over you?? i mean...reallyy???? Pleasee ii want to forget about you, do your life, let me do mine.
And one of the things that probably upset me the most is that you probably dont
even remember me anymore...isnt it funny how things are. i gave you everything i had...
and look the way u ended up paying me...by breaking my heart into millions of pieces...
you are happy, everyone is happy....yeah that's everyone....except me...
am i asking for too muchh?? i mean reallyy?? haha...i dont even kno what to think anymore...
God please just help me. Help me overcome this, make me stronger, and give me faith, thats what i need, i need you... pleasee....i can b strong...i know i can!!!