OMGG....NOOOO....

plz tell me its not true..
plz tell me that he isnt getting married
plz tell me she's talking about something else..
plzzzz....i dont want this...
how can this happen..
how can he get married..
whyyy???
plz tell me that i misunderstood everything...
but what if its true...what am i going to doo??
i love him soo muchh...
i gave him soo muchh..
i all hurting me soo muchh..
whyy..plzz babyy tell me whyy..
i want to fucken hatee uuu..
i want to FUCKEN FORGET UU..
I CANT TAKE THISS..
I CANTT DO THIS...
WHYYY....WHY AM I SOOO FKN STUPIDD
WHYY???
I DONT NEED THIS..
I REALLY DONT...
IT SHOULDNT MATTER..
BUT IT MATTERS..AND A LOTT..
UR SUCH AN ASSHOLE..
WHYY...UGHH..SCREW U...AND SCREW ALL THIS.
I DONT FUCKEN NEED U....
UR A NOBODY AND I DESERVE BETTER...
RIGHTT???
UGHH..IM SOO SADD...
BUT I WONT LET IT BRING ME DOWN..
I WONT..I PROMISEE...I'LL TRY...
UGHH....
STUPIDD DICK..
GOOD BYE.

I dOnT g3t It...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i had an awesomee blog
and it erasedd
i am soo maddd
i amm lividd
wtfff..ughh...
grrrr...im pissedd off
i am so madd
whyyy...
i finally am able to type exactly what i feel
and it all erases..
whyy???
is it suppose to be that eassy...
just erase it from my head n my heartt>>>
is ittt>>>
why cant anyone answer my questionss..whyyyyy???
ohh Godd...why...i'm hurting so badd...
i need strenghtt...give me strenghtt...

ThIs HaPpEnS wHeN i'M sAd...

I wanna hate you..but i can't
I want to forget u...but ur still in my head..
con cada momento estas mas dentro a mi piel
por mas que lo quiero no lo puedo detener.
pieces is all i have left
porque mi corazon se empieza a disolver.
Why does it have to be so hard?
What will it take him to realize
That everything doesnt have to be so sad.
Lo amo con todo mi corazon
Pero no encuentro el valor para
decircelo...
Baby....why..why..why....is all i can ask
and i'm wasting my time because
an answer i will never have.
Amor...te amo...y no entiendo
como me pudiste mentir diciendome
que me amabas tambien cuando todo era una equivocasion.
I need help. I dont know what to do...
I need to move on...but i'm so scared...i dont know how to..
Me da miedo la soledad
Pero especialmente estar sin ti..amor...que voy a hacer
I just need to talk to you...
and tell you I love you..and good bye...
Espero que lo sepas..aunque no lo pueda decir..
Amor...te amo...i siempre lo are...