How much longer?

times keeps going by...i think im over it
but im nott...
why does it have to be like thatt???
ii amm a strongg personn...but whyy...
he is not worthy of my thoughttss..
butt he is still there..
sometimess he is more visible then otherr...
other thingss botherr mee
butt it all come back to himm...all of ittt..
ughh.
soo not fairr..